Tainted Secrets

Wait….

Why can’t I sleep?  I’ve been freakin exhausted all day long and now I’m just awake.  Tomorrow I’ll be exhausted again.

What the fuck, man??

:(

Realizing you miss one of your best friends…and knowing it’ll never be the way it was.

I wish…

I wish my heart had a bullet proof shield around it.


Is that too much to ask?

Have you ever…

Just felt like utter shit…all day? For no reason.  Just everything seem off, everyone, everything…it’s just off. Even strangers walking down the street seem off kilter?

I’m having one of those days. 

Double rainbow!! Heck yes! 🌈🌈 (Taken with instagram)

Double rainbow!! Heck yes! 🌈🌈 (Taken with instagram)

One day, he will be mine and his name will be Chief! (Taken with instagram)

One day, he will be mine and his name will be Chief! (Taken with instagram)

Give me…

As I realize the title of this post may sound entirely selfish, please take a moment to read the following :

Give me something to believe in.  Give me a reason to stay or go.  Give me faith, trust and honesty. Give me your heart, your soul and your hope.  Give me you, all or nothing.  Give me something to confide in, something to love entirely and endlessly.  Give me us.  Give me life and happiness. Give me dependency and independence.  Give me something to laugh about, something to make me smile.  Give me reasons to cry and reasons to dwell.  Give me reasons to get angry and give me vengeance. Give me you. Good & bad.  Give me your imperfect perfections.  Give me patience and time.  I’ll give you every inch and ounce of my being.  I’ll give you the love you’ll never want to forget.

so relevant. ew.

so relevant. ew.